Well again, since I don't have a motorcycle and probably won't for awhile.
....picked the wrong jacket and forgot the size....I'm on a roll here.
The two things are related, better get back on two wheels as soon as possible, it's a mental health thing and you're already showing signs of mental degradation.
If allowed to continue untreated it will get worse and you may need 2 motorcycles to see any signs of recovery.